I wish...

I'm not mad and I'm not bitter. I just wish the circumstances were different.  I wish we didn't know the same people, I wish we didn't go to the same school, I wish we didn't work at the same job.... I wish I never met you. Slowly you are behaving as if though we never knew eachother, and that's fine, but don't expect me to remind you when you want to relive those moments. We were friends and I thought we still were, but clearly you moved on before I even knew you were gone....

Hoping

I still carry hope that you will come find me. At my saddest moment, in my darkest hour I feel you will come find me and hold me in your arms so closely, so tightly that you would never want to let me go.... I sadly still carry this hope that you are out there looking for me as I am looking for you.

You are nothing more than a dream to me now....

“I knew when I met you an adventure was going to happen.”

- A. A. Milne -

I'm not going to put myself in this sad sick twisted illusion that the world is nothing but gumdrops and rainbows, but I also refuse to believe that it's all filled with horrible blood thirsty miscreants. This world is truly what we make of it. And I choose to see the good and the bad in everything.... it all happens for a reason, it all plays out the way it does for a purpose but it's up to us to interpret what the signs mean...

Sometimes I feel like my life could be full of chaos and turmoil and all I'll think about is eating a sandwich....😑 a damn good sandwich.

The only thing I can do now is look you in the eyes and wish you nothing but the best...

-MNFLWR