I have forgotten...

I have forgotten you
The one in my dream

I used to walk with you
Hand in hand
By the old meadow

I have forgotten you
The one in my heart

I used to talk to you every night
About the future
About our lives

I have forgotten you
The one in my mind

You used to hold me close
You used to look in my eyes

I have forgotten you
The one who surpassed time

We used to see one another
Despite our differences
Despite our paths in life...

Thoughts of him...

Just when I think I don't need you.... you find a way back in.
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I can't fall for it, I can't fall for you... not again.
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This is completely stupid of me. It's pointless to feel this way for you.
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Why do you say you miss me when I know you dont?

Why do you want to be around me when I know I bother you?

Why do you look at me the way you do when no one's around?

Why do you hold me so tight where no one can see?

What is this stupid hold you have on me?

I know I don't like you....
I know....
But, there is something about you that I can't quite get.
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It sucks....

It sucks.
This heart has been broken so many times as a consequence of my foolish and fiendish mind.....

After all these years...

After all these years I still find myself thinking of you....

Floating, falling

Floating on air
Drifting slowly into your arm
Walking on a cloud of charm
Staring at hope in the eye

Falling hard
Slammed to the ground
Shattered and broken

We all have or will have our own story when it comes to meeting the love of our life. It may happen out of the blue or build up from a friendship. I can't wait to see how my story will play out.

I wish...

I'm not mad and I'm not bitter. I just wish the circumstances were different.  I wish we didn't know the same people, I wish we didn't go to the same school, I wish we didn't work at the same job.... I wish I never met you. Slowly you are behaving as if though we never knew eachother, and that's fine, but don't expect me to remind you when you want to relive those moments. We were friends and I thought we still were, but clearly you moved on before I even knew you were gone....

Hoping

I still carry hope that you will come find me. At my saddest moment, in my darkest hour I feel you will come find me and hold me in your arms so closely, so tightly that you would never want to let me go.... I sadly still carry this hope that you are out there looking for me as I am looking for you.

You are nothing more than a dream to me now....